Trust issues in relationships have been around for as long as humanity has existed. I had the same problems, and now I can say it made me stronger. Don't fall into despair, better check it out: https://augustafreepress.com/fighting-jealousy-how-to-keep-it-all-about-your-story/ I hope these tips will help you in the future when you will be ready for a new relationship, and help you avoid a lot of mistakes.

Danny Carey | "Pneuma" by Tool (LIVE IN CONCERT),https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FssULNGSZIA Pretty cool, huh?

I advise you to learn how to play the drums. In any city, in any music hangout, there's always a shortage of drummers.